आसान नहीं है .

This is a composition that i had thought of while i was travelling.

Enjoy

मुश्किल है यूँ , लम्हों मैं जीना,
पल पल सनम, गिर कर संभलना,
आसान नहीं है , आसान नहीं है,
आसान नहीं है तेरे बिन....

जिए जाना चलते जाना , ख्वाहिशों को दिल में दबाना, (2)
आसान नहीं!

आसान नहीं है, सुनी राहों पे चलना,
दुश्वार है उम्मीदों पेय जीना,
बोले है दिल का हर एक पल तू आजा,
आके मेरे दिल में ऐसे समां जा,

जाने ना दूंगा, जाने ना दूंगा,
जाने ना दूंगा , अब कि बार,

झूम लूं और चूम लूं , तेरे दिल को मैं कभी छू जो लूं, (2)
आसान नहीं!

Sorrows of Worship

Anurag mentioned in his comments to rename this blog as sorrows of worship but then he knows as well..

for the ones who do not know about it..it was a book which i started LONG LONG ago and then never finished it...
Heres the Cover Page of the same...

तू ही मेरा दिल

This is one of my favourite compositions, It is written and composed by me

(This is best viewed in Internet Explorer, Mozilla has problems parsing hindi at times.)

तू दिल और तू ही है मेरी जान,
ख्वाहिशें अन्कहीं कुछ रूठे से है अरमान।
फिर भी ना जाने क्यों दिल करेय है पुकार,
होंठों पे आया क्यों फिर से है तेरा नाम।

तू ही जिन्दगी है, तू ही बंदगी है, तू ही आरजू है, तू ही जुस्तुजू,
तू है दिल कि आस, तू है मेरी प्यास, तू है दिल के मेरे अरदास,
कैसे कहूं, अब तुझसे मैं यह दास्ताँ ओ साजना, कैसे करू पूरी मुराद यह तो बता ओ साजना।

तू नहीं है ना है तेरा रुप, अब दिल है मेरा जैसे तनहा तनहा,
ख्वाहिशें और आरजू, सब हो गए जैसे फन्हा फन्हा,
गीतों में तू , और लाव्जों में तू, मेरी हर वोह एक, सरगम में है तू,

तू ही मेरा दिल और तू ही है मेरी जान,
ख्वाहिशें अन्कहीं कुछ रूठे से है अरमान।....

अब क्या कहूं तुमसे कितना प्यार है जो ना कहूं तो है बेहतर जाना,
चिर दूं दिल, कह भी दूं, तो भी ना यकीन होगा तुझको जाना,
ख़्वाबों में ही और लम्हों में ही उम्मीदें मेरी अब जगती रहीं,
खावाबों में ही अब मेरा दिल जियेगा,
लम्हों में ही अब मेरी प्रीत होगी ।

तू ही जिन्दगी है, तू ही बंदगी है, तू ही आरजू है, तू ही जुस्तुजू,
तू है दिल कि आस, तू है मेरी प्यास, तू है दिल के मेरे अरदास,
कैसे कहूं, अब तुझसे मैं यह दास्ताँ ओ साजना, कैसे करू पूरी मुराद यह तो बता ओ साजना।

I Knew you were the One

my seldom attempts to write poetries

Among the many i know you are the one,
For months now i feel your absence,
For I have not had a serene sleep,
The night skies question me for my behaviour,
For the calm winds peirce through like spear,
I just cannot reason why this is so,
But i know you are the one.


I remember the days when you were close,
and i remember the days when we fought,
Still I felt there was something about you,
Some thing that would not let me go against you,
I just cannot reason why this is so,
But i know you are the one.


know you never believed me,
For everyone else did the same,
I would lie if i say i cared,
then too I could not tell you the thruth, i think i was scared.
I just cannot reason why this is so,
But i know you are the one.


is now i wish to return,
and bring back to blossoms in your life.
and now i say this with my hand on my heart,
and u think this is a game , and this is a part,
i just cannot reason why this is so,
But i know you are the one.


true i have a past,
But anyways who lives in the present,
i would undo all the things for you,
promise to be there and keep loving you,
I just cannot reason why this is so,
But i know you are the one

Be Mine

Heres a 2 Liner that was thought some time ago


God gifts people, but hearts are rarely fine,

and the heart that I found, refused to be mine

My Originals

Heres one that i had written VERY long back

"Words cannot describe the agony in my heart,
for even tears could not wash away my pain,
I forgotten to live, I have forgotton to love,
I have forgotten everything, everything but you."

Jack Jhonson - Wasting Time

Just landed up on this song while was wandering on the net.... i love the lines
"Oh but everybody thinks
That everybody knows
About everybody else
Nobody knows
Anything about themselves
Cause their all worried about everybody else"


Here goes the lyrics:

Yea
And I'm just a waste of her energy
And she's just wasting my time
Mmhmmm
So why don't we get together
And we could waste everything tonight
And we could waste and we could waste it all tonight
Yea
And we could waste and we could waste it all tonight

And I don't pretend to know what you know
No no
Now please don't pretend to know what's on my mind
If we already knew everything that everybody knows
We would have nothing to learn tonight
And we would have nothing to show tonight
Oh but everybody thinks
That everybody knows
About everybody else
Nobody knows
Anything about themselves
Cause their all worried about everybody else
Yea
Oh

Loves just a waste of our energy yea
And this life's just a waste of our time
So why don't we get together
We could waste everything tonight
And we could waste and we could waste it all yea
But everybody thinks
That everybody knows
About everybody else
Now now now nobody knows
Anything about themselves
Cause their all worried about everybody else yea
Oh
And we could waste

I am a Rock

Anurag asked to find this song on the internet lately, I was just amazed by the lyrics of the song, and that just made me start my newest Blog, its very true to life, BeyondMoments, heres how the lyrcis goes

I am a Rock by Simon and Garfunkel
A winters day
In a deep and dark december;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Ive built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
Its laughter and its loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

Dont talk of love,
But Ive heard the words before;
Its sleeping in my memory.
I wont disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.